To buy some cereals for my store

Jane    May 23, 2019

And it's the last day she left home to the hospital for her death.
The family has tasted cancer strain and and bills so my siblings were crying for me while I was live since no one could convince them that I could make it back again to life.

Jane    May 23, 2019

This the reason I had to give up to death,this is my sister who was taking care for me,this photo she was in India for treatment and in a span of 4 year she died weighing nothing.
Will post it as well for you to see cos when I see her photos I cry and thank God for saving from the grave.

Jane    May 23, 2019

Despite the smile I was in so much pain but that is in the past by faith.
Psalm 118:17-18 tell's me this I qoute,
" I will not die but live and proclaim what the Lord has done.
The Lord has chastened me severely but he has not given me over to death."
End of qoute

Jane    May 23, 2019

That's how have reduced but I believe I will make it in the mighty name of Jesus

Jane    May 23, 2019

Dear lender first and for most am very sorry for the years I went silent and stopped paying for the loans.
It still hurts me in my heart since I desired to grow my loan limit to millions with Zidisha but life never goes as per our plans sometimes.

For the last seven years now have suffered pain in my lower abdomen after the operation in 2013, I visited different hospitals and nothing was being found.
In 2017 my sister who had been taking care for me while I was in that situation died of stomach cancer and my life and that of my daughter got stumbled more as we had to look for another place to go and settle.
I went back home where I was born and started life from zero still suffering pain.
My dad was a old man and he died 2018 November I stayed with him at least one year but he never knew that I was sick since he had lost his memory.
During his burial arrangements that's when my other siblings noticed the pain I was having and given that I used to stay indoors they agreed to see how they can help me after after my Dad's burial.
They took me to different hospitals as well and finally I went through MRI scan,the results came out that I had cancer at the pelvic and was already at stage four.
Every time when my mentor was calling I used to be in the hospital.
Finally I was referred for palliative care for pain killers and counseling.
After having been introduced to Mophine I noticed that I have few months to live since I remained bedridden, could not eat neither stand to take shower and I surrendered my life to death.

Many church members and friends were coming to bid me goodbye until one day a lady who is a friend and a born again Christian came and asked me, I quote"my sister, are you sure that you have given up your life to death?"end of quote.
I told her yes since have suffered pain for many years now and it's better I go and rest with our Lord.
She told me no,your time is not yet over in the world, fight for your life in the name of Jesus and his blood.
I was too weak to do all that but her and other born again friends took a step of faith on my behave,prayed and fasted for my sake and one day she came and took me to the church where I was prayed for and went through deliverance and that pain went away.
Now am not taking any medication only eating healthy to restore my body and the blood since am so very weak.

I believe soon I will get back to my business and start paying my loan and serving the lord God of Israel who has taken me from the grave.

VALEK    Dec 3, 2017

What's going on in life Jane? Repayments stopped?

SunnyB28    Jul 29, 2015

Hello Jane - how is the venture going? From the look of your repayments things are going better, which can only be good news. If you have a few minutes, it would be good to know how things are progressing for you and the business. Take care ... best wishes ... Bez

• Jane    Sep 24, 2015

  hello sunnyB,have been doing good and trying to settle down though settling is not as easy as i thought,am hoping to be fully settled soon.i had to move in a town far away from home so i could not get even time to access the internet.now am back online well and residential settlement is fully done the less am hoping for soon.
  i will keep you updated good.
  good day.
  -other wise i moved from meru to Gil-Gil,if you could be able to look at the kenyan map you will be able to understand it better.

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SunnyB28    Jul 17, 2015

Hi Jane - good decision to reduce your payments if things are not going well with the business. I also think is a good idea to move into a different line of business, if you can see a gap in the market. Sorry that you have been struggling to keep the food store running at a reasonable profit, but I am sure you have the drive and determination to make the new venture work to your advantage. Good luck with getting it all set up and running well. Please keep us all updated on your progress. All best wishes ... Bez

• Jane    Jul 17, 2015

  Thanks sunnyB i will keep you updated and am sure things will be fine soon,have already known the place from the city where i will be get the textile goods.
  By next week on friday i will be going to see my new landlord as we sign the premisis agreement.

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Erin Stackowitz    Jul 14, 2015

Dear Jane,

Thank you for the message and informing us of your situation.

We believe that regular on-time repayments, no matter how small, are important to preserving a relationship of trust with lenders and our community. For this reason, we do not offer the option to delay payments. Instead, we request that you temporarily reduce your installment to an amount you can afford to pay right now, and go ahead and make that small payment. You may then increase your installment again when you are able.

To reduce your installment amount, please log into your Zidisha account and click on "Adjust Installment Amount," and follow the instructions there.

Please let us know if you have any problems,

The Zidisha Team

• Jane    Jul 16, 2015

  Thank you Erin for your comment,I had rescheduled the loan which I hope it will take short time for me to settle.
  Have decided to change my line of business from food store to textiles,despite that it requires a huge capital it gives back a good return and for I need to think big to at least so that I can be able to have a business which can cater for my daughter in future

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  • Jane    Jul 16, 2015

    For the food store many people around have started the same leading to low returns, so I need to think something deferent and in a big and busy place for textiles, therefore having gone through some personal issues and a poor income from my food store I decided to change the business.

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Jane    Jul 14, 2015

Dear lenders and the zidisha team,I kindly request to reduce my weekly payment from 1000 ksh to 250 ksh for a few months.my business at the moment is not doing good after having some personal problems but I hope to get settled soon,am also planning to move my business to a bigger town and I change too the line of business from a food store to a textiles business. Which I know it has a huge profit than that for the food store.have already started to look for a premises to lent in the town am planning to move into.
Thanks all it will be my

Joseph    Jul 1, 2015

Hi lenders ,I have been in touch with Jane concerning he repayments and she explained she has been having some problems as she indicated in her earlier comment but she is working to her level best to she she is back to her repayment schedule.

SunnyB28    Jun 26, 2015

Hi Jane - thank you for making contact and letting us know what is happening. Sorry your business is struggling and you have some more personal issues to sort out too. I hope your New Zealand friend manages to avoid any major problems with the courts. I am sure he is grateful for your support. I wish you and your business all the best of luck. Kindest wishes ... Bez

• Jane    Jun 28, 2015

  Thanks sunnyB,my friend did get help from the court instead he was told to exit by 28th,which is today,bad part of it is that he had all his property stolen and the air and ticket had expired yet there is no new Zealand embassy in Kenya,the nearest embassy is in south Africa, now my Four friends and I had a meeting yesterday and raised the ticket money for him to south Africa where he told us that once in south Africa his embassy will help him out.
  It was really a stressful moment ,I don't think he will ever miss being in Kenya again.

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Jane    Jun 25, 2015

Am really pressed up by her school fees but I hope to catch up soon

• trincowski    Jun 29, 2015

  Education and Healthcare should stay free, worldwide. Too bad the evil greedy politicians are against that. No one should have to pay for Education and Healthcare.

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  • Jane    Jul 16, 2015

    Trincowski you are right,I w ish this could happen to us,it can be a great relief.

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Jane    Jun 25, 2015

Dear lenders am sorry that am not on payment for the last four weeks now,am really sorry about that. I experienced some down fall in my business which am trying harder to have it back soon.
I promise to recover all my paste due payments as soon as I recover.
Thanks all and be patient with me I will catch up soon

SunnyB28    May 27, 2015

Hi Jane - how are things with you? I hope you and your daughter had a great time when she visited and that business is going well. Thank you for continuing to meet your repayment - I'm hoping that is a sign business is okay. Take care ... Best Wishes ... Bez

• Jane    Jun 25, 2015

  SunnyB am really sorry that it had taken too long to reply to your message my daughter went back to school on 5the of may.
  We had a good time with her though was a very busy vacation.
  She was doing a film shooting the whole holiday which was meant for a contest but by bad luck her director who is from New Zealand crashed with some government officials and now he is facing some challenges here in Kenya therefore I chose to stand by him like today he was in court of law seeking for the law to give him time and settle the matter.
  This as affected my business so much and even the film we did is not yet edited.

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SunnyB28    Apr 21, 2015

Hi Jane - I hope you have been having a good time with your daughter during her visit home. Thank you for taking the time to make payments on your loan during this time - much appreciated. I hope business continues to make good progress and that your health is improving too. All best wishes ... Bez

Jane    Apr 10, 2015

Thanks to a all my lenders,after you funded my loan I paid her schools with some amount, still putting effort in my business to get next term fees

Jane    Apr 10, 2015

After too much homework

Jane    Apr 10, 2015

Finally my daughter has come home for 3 weeks holiday,she left to school while I was admitted to the hospital and am happy having her near me.